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Tuesday, June 26th, 2007
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3:45 am - well well
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i decided to come back to livejournal simply because i got bored. and i dont know.. i read all my entries and i sound stupid and uneducated with all that 'oh i love green day and billie joe' shit. its basically over. im going to try and make this short because i do wish to just use livejournal to vent. so i am a slave of myspace but i shall vent on livejournal.. how unusual. anyways. thats about all for now. nobodys going to read this but its okay!
current mood:  sleepy
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| Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
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5:12 pm
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again. nothing new............ please comment, i'm very lonely......
Adam's Song
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone
current mood:  lonely
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| Friday, November 4th, 2005
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6:11 pm
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so i'm bored... wana fight about it?? just read the test and be happy with it!!!
Best
1. male friend: cory, he's my brother duh
2. female friend: don't know... too many to count
3. vacation: cruise to alaska
4. age: best age? wtf?
5. memory: green day concert!!!!
Worst
1. Hair style: never, my hair is the best!!!
2. Day of the week: tuesday, nothing exciting happens that day
3. Memory: um.... i don't know
4. Girlfriend/boyfriend: well, none have been good
Lasts
1. Person you talked on the phone with: mom, yes, i'm a loser
2. Kissed: never... yes, i'm a kissing virgin
3. Hugged: um.... i think deanna
4. Email: haven't sent one in years
Firsts
1. Serious bf or gf: never.... i need one though
2. Car: i want one with a cd player and tape player....
3. First school: somewhere in hannover md
4. Job: dairy queen
5. Kiss: never... stop asking this question!! it makes me feel sad and boring!!!
Right Now
1. What are you doing now: watching fuse
3. Wearing: hot black jeans, volleyball long sleeved shirt..... panties.....
4. Time you woke up: 6, it sucked
5. General Mood: i'm in a 'whatevah' mood
Tomorrow
1. Is: saturday
2. Got any plans? work, then the movies
3. Goal: marry a hottie and be rich
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: work, hopefully nobody comes in
5. Do you have work?: work? like sexual work????
Favorite
1. Number: i don't know, maybe 7???
2: Song: "waiting" green day
3. Color: green
4. Season: spring
5. State: california
Currently
1. Rather be: with the guy i like at the movies making out
2. Crushing on anyone?: yes... but i'll never tell
3. Talking to any one: amanda online... good times
4. Mood: same as before
current mood:  bored
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6:07 pm
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well, nothing's happened recently that would change my life forever!!! please comment so i can be excited about something!!! i think i like a new boy...... yes... that means i broke up with joe.... so, maybe this new boy will love me like i like him!!!
Fall Out Boy
Sugar We're Going Down
Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]
Is this more than you bargained for yet
Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet
Wishing to be the friction in your jeans
Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
(Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song)
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
[x2]
Down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down (down, down)
Down, down (down, down)
We're going down, down (down, down)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
We're going down, down in an earlier round (Take aim at myself)
And Sugar, we're going down swinging (Take back what you said)
I'll be your number one with a bullet (Take aim at myself)
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it
current mood:  content
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| Monday, October 17th, 2005
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8:43 pm
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nothing has happened lately, i'm going shopping tomorrow for a homecoming dress. and it WILL be HOTT!!
just like me!! i went to ren fest sunday with cara. t'was fun!!! well, nothing new, except for a quiz!
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression of me?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Have we ever had sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?
current mood: bored
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| Saturday, September 24th, 2005
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7:26 pm
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well, i officially have a boyfriend!! yay!! i'm not a loser anymore!! well, for the rest of you without someone.... that stinks... um, nothing new. joe's comin over tomorrow for diner and yeah.. ta!
Misery
Virginia was a lot lizard from F.L.A.
She had a compound fracture in the trunk
It started when she ran away
Thumbs out on the interstate
She hitched a ride to misery
Mr. Whirly had a catastrophic incident
He fell into the city by the bay
He liquidated his estate
Now he sleeps upon the Haight
panhandling misery
And he's gonna get high 'igh 'igh
When he's low low low
The fire burns from better days
And she screams why oh why
I said I don't know
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Of misery
Well Vinnie was a hustler out of Amsterdam
He ran the drug cartel in Tinseltown
They found him in a cadillac
Bludgeoned with a baseball bat
In the name of misery
And Gina hit the road to New York CIty
Mysteriously the night Vinnie croaked
She stopped in Vegas to elope
With Virginia and the dope
And kissed the bride eternally
And they're gonna get high 'igh 'igh
When they're low low low
The fire burns from better days
And he screamed why oh why
I said I don't know
The catastrophic hymns from yesterday
Of misery
Well hell hounds on your trail now once again boy
It's groping on your leg until it sleeps
The emptiness will fill your soul with sorrow
'Cause it's not what you make it's what you leave
And we're gonna get high 'igh 'igh
When we're low low low
The fire burns for better days
And she screamed why oh why
I said I don't know
The catastophic hymns from yesterday
Of misery
current mood:  confused
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| Sunday, September 18th, 2005
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7:14 pm
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nothing really exciting happened... oh wait. i got a date to homecoming!! yay!! i'm so excited!! he works with me and his name's joe. it's gonna rock!! i don't really have a whole lotta exciting news other than that... well, i can't wait till homecoming!! me and my friends are gonna have the time of our lives!!
current mood:  amused
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| Sunday, September 11th, 2005
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1:38 pm - Straight out of compton
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well yah, nothing new bitches. um.... i have work 2 go 2 later bitches. um.. that's about all. yup. pretty bored. there's school tomorrow and i'm excited b-cuz school freakin rocks!!! but yeah.... ta bitches. oprah 4 prez!! i love billie joe!!!
current mood: dirty
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| Saturday, September 10th, 2005
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4:24 pm
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well lets see... thais week's been okay. but now i really need a boy more than anything!!! arg!!! and i don't feel like going to work or anything b-cuz i-m so tired! dookie!! well, i must go for i am hungry. chow!!
current mood:  bitchy
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| Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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8:35 pm
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OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! I GOT TO GO TO THE GREEN DAY CONCERT ON TUESDAY, AUGUST 30TH!!!!! omg, it was the best night of mylife!! i cried when billie come onstage!!! it was the best fucking night of mylife!!! ok, at volleyball my coach and another teacher didn't wanna go so they gave me their tickets!!! i went with cara, auriel, and amanda!! it was so fun. and then billie put his hand down his pants and masterbated!!!! then, when he was sweating he un-buttoned his shirt and rubbed his chest!!! yes!!!!! then, we saw his bum bum!!! i just about died!!!!! HE WAS SO FUCKING HOTT!!!!!!!!!! no boy i know can compare to my love of billie joe!!! so, i hate boys right now...... except for billie!!! anyways... i got a credit card!! yay!! well, gotts go 2 school tomorrow and dream of billie!!! ta!!!
current mood:  loved
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| Monday, August 29th, 2005
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9:23 pm
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oh lets see... the 1st day of school was kinda boring. nobody got hott, and my classes are gonna be hard.... that's about all that happened.. yeah. um, nothing really exciting happened in my life except that i got the sims 2 installed and that's been a blast. um, i think i'm in love, seriously this time. iv'e liked this kid for awhile... a REALLY long time. and i think he may like me a little bit.. yes.... but i'm in love but i ain't sayn' who b-cuz i don't wanna ruin what me and this guy have together. well, i need a shower so i can look georgous again tomorrow 4 school!!!
current mood:  thirsty
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| Saturday, August 27th, 2005
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1:11 pm
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wow, i haven't written in almost forever..... yeah... well, i can officially say that my summer almost kicked ass!! i got a job, made the volleyball team, and slept in alot! yes! some things didn't happen... oh well. the house behind me is for sale and i hope either a gay guy or a really hot guy will move in. OR a nice girl with a hot boyfriend!! that would seriously rock. school starts soon and i'm so excited!! well, i might go ice skating so.... later!
current mood: amused
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| Thursday, August 11th, 2005
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7:43 pm
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hey all. i got my schedule all fixed up but i won't tell anyone b-cuz i want it to be fun when we get to our classes. um..... i don't really have anything else to say right now..... except that my job is fun and people better visit me!! and that school starts soon and i'm so excites. i don't know why exactly but whatever.... well... yeah
current mood: chipper
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| Monday, August 1st, 2005
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7:35 pm
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i just want to see what y'all thought about me!!! please comment.
...just another survey...
Am i:-
Ugly? :
Hot? :
Kind? :
Loud? :
Shy? :
Weird? :
Selfish? :
Gothic? :
Crazy?:
Nice? :
Mean?:
Immature? :
Rude?:
Cool? :
Brat? :
Stupid? :
Caring? :
Mature? :
A friend? :
More than a friend? :
Talkative? :
Boring? :
Beautiful? :
Creative? :
Smart? :
A flirt? :
Slutty? :
A psycho? :
Confusing? :
Sweet? :
Have mood swings?:
Annoying? :
Funny? :
Hyper? :
Laid back? :
Perfect? :
****IF YOU COULD****
Give me a new name, what would it be ?:
Hook me up with someone, who would it be ?:
Do one thing with me, it would be ?:
Drop me one piece of advice, it would be ?:
****WOULD YOU ****
Kiss me ?:
Ever go out with me ?:
If you already have, would you do it again ?:
Marry me if you could ?:
Ever talk bad about me if we were to break up ?:
**JUST SOME QUESTIONS**
Which song reminds you of me?:
Do you think I'll get married?:
If you do..who do you think I'll marry?:
When is my birthday?:
Who is/are my best friend/s?:
Where did we meet?:
Have you ever had a dream about me?:
If you could change one thing about me what would it be?:
What do you love about me?:
Describe me in 3-5 words....
current mood:  relaxed
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5:29 pm
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well, if nobody knew, i went to kentucky for a missions trip and had so much fun. i think i like somebody... again!! his name is justin and i sat next to him in the car for kentucky. yes, and he fell asleep on me and i like him alot! well, i shouldn't blab b-cuz i feel sad for the first time in awhile so i have to listen to sad music to be in the mood.
current mood: sad
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| Monday, July 4th, 2005
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9:51 pm
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omg, i'm back from creation guys, and i had FUN!! there were boys gallore!!! i have to say everything that happened but i don't have time. ok, the first night it rained and everything got wet and stuff. the second day there was literally nothing to do all day!!! then on wednesday i had alot of fun b-cuz it was the first official day of creation and that was fun. then on thursday i don't know what happened, so yeah. then on friday i met this really hott kid that could ride a unicycle and boy, WAS HE HOTT!!! then saturday was the last day so that was fun also. and sunday i left. that was it. i met so many new people and i'm sad b-cuz i had to leave them all. oh well. mostly i hung out with zach, jenna, hannah, zack, jordan, emily, kelsey, and me!! so i must go now b-cuz i'm at zach jones' house and we must watch chapelle show now so ta bitches!!!
current mood: chipper
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| Monday, June 20th, 2005
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8:03 pm
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sorry i haven't typed for a while but i was busy doing other important things.... not really. i got kicked off for a while and now i;m back bitches!!!!!! this weekend was fun b-cuz it was!! friday i had movie night and that was fun. then saturday was fun b-cuz i hung out with, amanda, zach, zach, and cory all day!! that was fun!! and now i might go to the carnival but i don't know yet so yeah.... well, talk to ya later vitches, i'm outie!!!
current mood: bored
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| Monday, June 13th, 2005
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7:29 pm
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oh my gosh, i think i like somebody! ah, and it feels grand. he's the coolest guy!!! yes!! but oh well, i might as well forget about him...... but i can't!! i really like this kid!! ah! well, i have a cool song for y'all. here it is!
"The World You Love"
I got a story it's almost finished
all i need is someone to tell it too
maybe, that's you.
our time is borrowed and spent to freely
every minute i have needs to be made up
but how?
i'm looking for a nice way to say
"i'm out."
i want out.
i fall asleep with my friends around me
only place i know, i feel safe
i'm gonna call this home
the open road is still miles away
Hey nothing serious
we still have our fun
oh we had it once
Windows open and close
that's just how it goes
don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
i'm in love with the ordinary
i need a simple space
and rest my head
everything gets clear
well i'm a little ashamed for asking
but just a little helps
it gets me straight again
helps me get over it (over it)
it might seem like a dream
but it's real to me
don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
you should see the canals are freezing
you should see me high
you should just be here
be with me here
it doesn't seem theres hope for me
i let you down
but i won't give in now
not for any amount
don't it feel like sunshine afterall
the world we love forever, gone
we're only just as happy
as everyone else seems to think we are
current mood: loved
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12:21 pm
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today is offically the 1st day of summer. and i am kinda bummed. i still have to do jobs and stuff. and i only get a certain amount of time to watch tv and do stuff, it sux... anyways, yeah. cough, cough... I WISH I COULD HAVE PEOPLE HANG OUT WITH ME THIS SUMMER!! hint, hint. oh well, only a whole summer before i am a sophmore!! yes!! omg, this summer i go to creation where there are boys and boys. and then i'm going to kentucky!! yes!! ( i'm gettin lucky in kentucky...) just kidding, but it rhymes so yeah!!! ta for now!!
PLEASE COMMENT SO I DON'T FEEL LIKE A LOSER!!
current mood:  blah
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| Sunday, June 12th, 2005
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1:00 pm
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omg guys, i'm alot happier today b-cuz i'm just gonna forget about friday and move on!! yes!! that's what usually happens anyways so yes!!!!!!! and i finally found out how to get a user pic so i'm so excited that i'm goint to go get more now!!!!!! ta!!!!!!
current mood: happy
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